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From what I have heard so far.. clearly what happened yesterday really did make Allan mad.. *sigh* wouldn't it be nice if none of that have happened? can we pretend that it didn't happen??

 
another day of school... school is boring as usual.. blaaah..

*sigh* I had yet another chat with Dan about human and Zerg. both of us seems to be quite stuborn.. and we stand for our position... but that's like the usual thing... nothing raelly interesting there.. however.. he.. he told me he love me... I really should have know this for a long time.. Allie warned me of this.. I should have know... *sigh* I wonder what will Allie think when he see this... will he be upset? will he be worried? *sigh* I really don't want him to be upset or worried.. I want him to be happy... I hope he knows that he is the one that I love....

 
oh yes.. another note... I wish Allie would write in his blogger more... yaya.. I know ^^() it's his spring break.. he hasn't do much lately.. but still :P him writing is goooooood...

 
umm... I've been quite happy over the past few days.. spending lots of time with Allie ^^ and wow! I actually got him to play SC with us.. that's really cool! considering he doesn't really like SC that much... other than that I'm also glad that Danny and Allie are actually getting together well.. I don't know if that is the "silence before a big storm" but... it's better to see them being nice to one another than seeing them fight every day.. ^^ it's great to see them getting along..

ohh.. yes.. over the pass few days, I've been doing hw like crazy.. especially those evil lab reports.. they're due next week.. good thing I got most of them halfly done, or else I would have more work to do.. only 1 more chem lab to go... 5 bio labs... and 2 english projects.. I think I can handle it.. I hope I can handle it....

oh well.. *yawns* me sleepy.. me should go to bed.... ZzzzZzzzZzzz nitniete....

 
umm.. I gotta stop writing journeys the day after everything ^^() heehee.. anyway.. here we go!

yesterday.. Fonzy finally got her wish.. ^^() she pulled me out of my house... we walked around steveston.. ate some icecream... and of course... lunch :P (errm.. oily fish and chips anyone???) anyway... and then we went for karaoke.... o.O first time even I went for one ^^() but it was fun... heehee

then I got home... talked with Allie for a while.. when for dinner... then talked with Allie more through voice chat.. (^^ his voice is soooooooo cute!! *goes all dreamy*) hee hee... ya... that's my day~~

 
yes it has been a while since the last time I wrote in this... I haven't been in a great mood over the past few days... I seem to be involved in a lot of problems..

2 days about.. I was in a huge argument with Dan about how stuborn I am... and me not willing to do something that he wants...

yesterday, I have yet another arguement with Dan. This time about how he always wants what he wants... and he can't really make friends that way

again, yesterday.. I found out more about Fonzy's relationship.. which reminds me of Jeff's.. *sigh* I don't know what to do.. I know I can't really help... Then Fonzy reminded me that she might not be here.... next year.. she might not be in Canada next year... I was suprising calm.. or so it seems... but I know I will be sad... blaah.. she has enough to worry about... she doesn't need to know this....

I suddenly feel lucky... lucky about my relationship with Allie.. yes, it's a long distance relationship.. but we never seem to have any problems... well no big ones anyway... I feel lucky that I found someone who love me more than he love himself... Now.. I really don't know if I should be happy? or not...

 
Allan said that his dad doesn't have any problem with him travelling.. that really made me happy.. but then... there's the money problem.. we couldn't overcome that.. sooo he won't be coming afterall... will a miracle happen?? will my wish come true?? from the look of things now.. that won't happen.. *sigh* oh well... I better keep my spirit up, so it won't make Allan any more depressed...

 
Allan said he might be able to come with the Spring Blossom semi-formal that we have... ^^ oh I wish he can come, that way I get to meet him even earlier. but then... things are not working with us. There are sooo many factors to consider and plan.. I'm getting headaches again.. but I do wish that he can come.. I really really wanna meet him.

 
It's been a while since the last time I wrote in this. Allan's having a bad week.. everything just doesn't seem to be working well at his place. But I have confident in him that he will be better soon. Sometimes life is like that, everything seems to work against you. But once you see it's purpose, or sometimes when you get used to it and understand it, it'll all be fine. I hope Allan will be alright.

Allie's worried about me again. maybe I shouldn't have told him about the SARS case in Richmond. It's still pretty far away from where I live. But it's worrying him. I don't want him to worry about me. I will be fine. Yes, I seem to be lack in energy lately, but that's probably due to the stress I'm under. I'll recover soon enough...

Sometimes I can't help but worry about Allie.. That silly guy, worry about everything... Maybe if he learns to let things go, then life would be better for him...